Blue (Nila)

आसमान का रंग है नीला, पानी का भी रंग है नीला

कहते है पंडित बड़े बड़े की, हिम्मत का भी रंग है नीला

खुली जगह है खुला आकाश  है , कुदरत का भी रंग है नीला

देख के डूबा गेहेन सोच में, अंतर्ज्ञान (Intution) का रंग भी नीला 

हस्ती रोती आंखोमे आंसू, संवेदना का भी रंग है नीला

किसी  वजह से मन में जोश चढ़ा वो प्रेरणा का भी रंग  है नीला

खुली हवा में बेखौफ लो साँसे, आज़ादी तेरा रंग भी नीला

प्रकृति की चद्दर में सोया बादलो का रंग भी नीला

दरया की गहराही सा, भुद्धिमता का रंग है नीला

कर्त्तव्य में जो दिख जाती है, वो निष्ठां का भी रंग है नीला

बिना लालसा कर्म किया जो, ईमान का भी तो रंग है नीला

संतोष भरा जीवन है उनका, भरोसे का भी तो रंग है नीला

स्थिर मिजाज़ और आत्मविश्वास है , आत्मा का भी तो रंग है नीला

हा जरा सा शोर है भीतर पर आस्था का भी रंग है नीला

पूरी कोशिश कर आज़मा लो, एड़ी छोटी का ज़ोर लगा लो

फिर पश्ताना बनता ना  तेरा, ठैराव का भी तो रंग है नीला

मेहनत पूरी तुमने करली अब थोड़ी तक़दीर को करलेने दे 

चैन की सास अब ले ले तू , धीरज का भी रंग है नीला

खुद की खोज में  लगजा तू अब ,भीड़ जा अपने आप से ही तू 

खोज में लग जा जन्नत की तू, जन्नत का भी रंग है नीला 

----साद 

THE CLICK

It was about 4.40 in evening of March when sudden dreaded heat was burning whole afternoon forced me to choose later time. I favored later afternoon in a failed attempt to avoid broiling  hot spell, fever of the sun and swelter in the air was making it all uneasy inside helmet when I was spanning towards nearby CCD, latest meeting point for arrange marriages.

I saw her and she was beauty, I hoped her to be engrossed by similar excitement.Biggest bliss or misery about being into arrange marriage is you don't know what's in Santa's sack for us.
We don't know what we looking for, to cut the whole story short we just waiting for "the click" that we might sense.


Sitting on porch by the bay side enjoying blissful evening and her charming beauty that clanged my soul. It took some effort to keep my notion for her by the bay as it was only our second meeting.

About 15 minutes into discussing the biggest decision of our lives and we were into something, something very crucial. It was most mandatory yet most calumniated topic over the coffee for the two of us.
She told me "I look for caring, loving and understanding partner. someone who is sensible,  sensitive and smart enough to take care of us. Material things does not matter to me for person who is having know-how. He should be skilled enough to feed us and our family. " I was intrigued by her thoughts. I literally was dreaming that i cut the mustered. It was even more obvious when she revealed to me that she vibes the positive aura around me. She want someone who shares the definition of true love and that I was  pretty close to it.

Eventually I felt relieved enough over few of my concerns, Of-Course, She made me comfortable.
Conversation took on leap and phantom thoughts took us to our idea of future.

"How much money you have ? " , she said.  "Excuse me"? my  mind roared loudly and mouth was shut. She explained me, You know it is important that we should think from future perspective buying bigger house.
"But i had to tell you few facts, My dad is retired and currently i run the show  to feed my home so my bank had only penny cash. But you know with you we will surely and slowly buy bigger house. " I said.

She said "In that case how would you take me to honeymoon abroad ?".
I answered, "Yeah abroad looks difficult for couple of years, but with you and me together we will enjoy what ever we have ".

She tried extracting more from me " Yeah anyways, more important than this is necessary household amenities and at least car to travel, since we may travel your native to take care of property. "
  
I said, "My dad suffered loss and was almost bankrupt. The whole property had been seized by judicial order."
I added more,  "I earn enough money to get back us on track soon and i would need her help to get pass through these times, I am sure that your great love shall prove to be linchpin in our relationship. I had fought alone all these years so far, I think I've done well and now both of us can make the journey graceful".

She just holdup the talks midway, at the drop of a hat she leaked out the conversation and stated,  "I  appreciate you for being truthful, you are such a nice guy but, But i dint think my parents would complacent with these facts and eventually they opinion themselves over this"
 I wanted to tell her more but these words hovered around my mind as if just dropped the egg of my dreams.before i say a word she revealed the golden words, Even I don't think, I've "The click" after our  meeting". we wished good luck to each other and  from happy grin to the sad simper, our conversation ended  and we parted our way.

After she was gone, gleaming towards bay side i completed my sentences "I still had long  lands which my mom owns by the countryside, Yes, my bank has just pennies as i had all my big funds invested safely and I hold more than enough money to live lavish lifestyle.
Amazingly few minutes ago she said she was not interested in material thing and suddenly she left me when she discovered that my father was not rich.

I was still mesmerized over her beauty for few more hours before I woke up over her fascination. I couldn't short sell myself for it, I wouldn't bargain my way out as it was not a deal, for-sure it was not "The Click".                
 


  

સંતોષ

સંતોષ 

મારૂ  જીવન ખુશ પણ છે અને સંતોષમય પણ છે. જે જે વ્યક્તિઓને પ્રેમ કર્યો એ સૌ ની યાદો છે, મુખ પર હાસ્ય લાવતી વાતો છે. આસપાસ મિત્રોનો અમૂલ્ય ખજાનો છે. જેને જેને પ્રેમ કર્યો એ દરેક વ્યક્તિ ની આઁખોં માં પ્રેમ દેખાય છે (ભાઈ પ્રેમ સ્ત્રીઓ થી જ નહિ પણ મિત્રો થી પરિવારો થી એટલોજ મહત્વનો છે, જેમ પ્રેમી પંખીડા એકમેક ના પ્રેમ માં અંધ બની જાય છે એમ ક્યારેક મિત્રોના કે માં બાપ ના પ્રેમ માં પાગલ થઇ ને જુઓ ) વરસો પછી પણ કોઈ મળે છે ત્યારે મિલન ના આનંદ થી આંખો માં ચમક હોય છે. આખો ચોરવી નથી પડતી,  હા ક્યારેક દયા એ લોકોની આવે છે જે  લોકો પાસે યાદોજ નથી અથવા યાદ રાખવાની હિમ્મત નથી.જે  સ્મિત કરતા કરુંણતા લાવે છે. મારા કોન્ટાક્ટ માં ફ્રેંડ્સ વધુ છે ભાગ્યેજ કોઈ બ્લોક લિસ્ટ માં હશે. એમ કહું તો અભાગ્યો। બધાજ સબંધો ભરપૂર ગોઠવાયેલા છે મિત્રો ગાળ  આપીને બોલાવે કે પછી માતાજી રાળ પાડીને બોલાવે। માતાકે પિતા ની સામે આવતા ના તો મારુ શીશ ઝૂકે છે કે ના કોઈકની સાથે વાત કરતા નઝર ઝૂકે છે.  હા માણસ છુ  ક્યારેક નબળો પડી જાઉં છું, ભૂલ પણ કરી બેસું છું.  પણ કુદરત ની અઘરી કરામત છે કે જયારે મન ખોટી દિશા માં વળે કે ત્યાંજ ટકોર આપીને પડખું વાળી  દે છે બેટા, આ કરવા દાનવ ની નીતિ અને મગર ની ચામડી જોઈએ અને આ તારા બસનું નથી. ચૂપ ચાપ સીધે રસ્તે ચાલ.પ્રયત્ન કરે તો ભૂલ કરે, જે સમજે, સ્વીકાર કરે, શીખે,  દુઃખ ભૂલે પણ ભૂલ યાદ રાખે અને ફરી હિમ્મત કરે આગળ વધે એજ ખરો માનવી છે.

પોતાનું જીવન પોતાના આદર્શો પર જીવ્યા છીએ, સમય ના માંગે તો ભલામણ લીધી અને જયારે  જરૂર પડી ત્યારે પોતે નિર્ણયો  પણ લીધા, સુખ અને દુઃખ ના ત્રાજવે જીવન ની સરખામણી શું કરું આ તો અસીમ અનુભવ છે. જીવન મારુ અમૂલ્ય ભેટ છે એની દરેક પળ  ને આત્માના દરેક અંશથી  હૃદય ના દરેક શ્વાસ સુધી સાચા મન થી  માણી  છે. પ્રસંગે પ્રસંગે  અનુભૂતિઓ મને તૈયાર કરતી જાય છે. હા કદાચ હું  ચીંતાતુર હોય સકું પરંતુ દુઃખી નથી, નિરાશ નથી. મને કોઈ ધોકો નથી આપતું કારણ હું. કારણકે ધોકો લોકો નહિ પણ એમની પરિસ્થિ  આપે છે. આશા, નિરાશા, વિશ્વાસ, ગુસ્સો, પ્રેમ, ચિંતન આ બધું કુદરતે આપેલી ભાવનાઓ માત્ર  છે. એને વ્યક્ત કરવી એ કશું ખોટું નથી. અંતે હું મારા જીવન થી તૃપ્ત છું મને વિશ્વાસ છે મારા પર કે અંતે હું બધું વ્યવસ્થિત કરી લઈશ. કારણકે થોડી કુદરત મારામાં પણ છે.અને એજ અતિ મહત્વનું છે.                    

સાચો પ્રેમ એટલે શું .. અમુક  વરસ ના પ્રેમ પ્રકરણ બાદ વારસો પછી જયારે પ્રેમિકાએ પ્રેમી ને જોયો ત્યારે એમની આંખો માં ચમક હતી, લાગણી હતી ગુસ્સો કે પસ્તાવો નઈ.કારણ એમનો પ્રેમ નિર્દોષ હતો. એકબીજાને ધોકો આપવાની ભાવનાએ નઈ પણ એકબીજાની આત્માને સ્પર્શી જવાની પ્રક્રિયા એટલે પ્રેમ ત્યાં પ્રણય હતો પણ સહવાસ નઈ. સ્નેહીજનો અને માતા પિતાની લાગણી ના દુભાય અને આગળ જતા એક બીજાને દુઃખ ના થાય એવી ભાવનાથી સ્વમને કરેલું બલિદાન એટલે પ્રેમ. પેલા એકબીજાને જોયા, પછી સમજ્યા ,મિત્ર બન્યા પછી પ્રથમ સ્પર્શ કર્યો એકબીજાની આંખોમાં કલાકો વિતાવ્યા ને સમય આવ્યો ત્યારે વિરહ નું આલિંગન હસ્તે મુખે સ્વીકાર્યું આવો પ્રેમ ના દુઃખ આપે છે ના ધોકો બસ મીઠી સ્મૃતિ આપે છે આવો પ્રેમ એક કરતા વધુ સાથે બી થઇ શકે છે.            

  

Pnachi

Panchi
તું  એક સ્વતંત્ર પંછી  છે 
તું કેમ બંધન માંગે છે 
તને એજ હું ક્યારનો સમઝાવું છું 
ના તું એજ સમજવા માંગે છે 

જીંદગીમાં એકલા જ રેહવું મને તો ઠીક લાગે છે,
ખરેખર, " વિશ્વાસ" શબ્દથી પણ હવે બહુ બીક લાગે છે........

Taari yaad

પ્રેમ નામે આ પંખીડું મારા મનમાં ભમતું  રે
કે સાથી તારા સાથનું સપનું મનમાં ફરતું રે
રસ ભરેલા  તારા હોઠોનું પાણી તરસ મારી જગાવે
તારી બાહો તારા આંચળ માં મારે બેસી રેહવું રે
માથાની ચિંતારેખાને  પળમાં  હળવી કરીયે
લલાટે તારા શાસ્વત આપું પ્રીત નું ચુંબન રે
સ્પર્શ કર્યો એ ગાલો  પર પેહલા પ્રેમ ની બોણી નો
મુલાયમ તારા ગાલો  પર એ સ્મિત છે હળવું રે
પાંપણ તારી એવી ફરકતી જેમ નદીનું પાણી
તારી ઊંડી ઊંડી આંખો  મારા સ્વપ્નો  ચોરે રે
મારા હાથોથી તારા અંગ અંગ પાર છાપ એવી છે છોડી
તારા અંતરના એક એક  અંશમાં મારું નામ  વસેલું રે
પ્રેમ માં એવી તાકાત છે કે હિમ્મત જગાવી દે
તારા મારા પ્રેમ માં એવી વાત અનેરી રે
ભૂલવું હોય તો ભૂલી જવાય આ વાત બી એવી છે
પણ મનમાં તારા સાથનું  બળવું  બંડ  પોકારે રે
સુ સાચું સુ ખોટુ  એ સૌ કોઈ જાણે છે
જો આ દુનિયાજ  હોય એવી તો શું કરવું રે
સમય જતે  થોડી ઈચ્છા  જીવવામાં ખોટું  શું છે
તેજ મને  આ વાત સમજાવી હવે કેમ ફરે છે રે
તું કઈ સ  મને તો થોભી જઈશ  હું જેમ જ્યાં ચુ ત્યાં
પણ શુંકારણ આ બંદિશ કરવી એટલું સમજવું રે

Fitoor Shayari

Fitoor

Meher e hasin nazro me nur abhi hai
Kuch pal ki mohobbat ka gurur abhi hai.
Halki si laali me nam. aankhe chupate hai
Awaaz me fir bhi wo surur abhi hai
Wo lete hai khud ki tasweer khudsehi (Selfie) :)
Kya pata unko unka tasawur yahi hai
Pyaari si baatein wo hasi khushnuma si
chalo maana jannat ki huur wahi haii
wo massomiyat na dekhi kai waqt gujre
dekhe kabhi unko wo chashmebadoor wahi hai
burai ki baaten bohot si hui ab
ishq me gote khaneki jarur abhi hai
dil tera bhi aksar kahi  kehta yahi hai
kuch pal hi saath dede kyu duur abhi hai
kai saase abhi teri aah bharti hai
ke teri mohobbat ka fitoor abhi hai

Khubsurat

Wo halki chehek wo, bewaqt ruth jana 

choti choti baaton me wo harkat dikhana

Na wo apsara thi na wo koi paree thi

fir bhi kisise wo kam bhi nahi thi

juthi thi kabhi par fir bhi thi pyari

wohi hasi thi jo duniya hamari

Haseen thi wo ghadiya kuch khass tha unme

pagal se dhunde ham khudko hi khudme

chalaak thi wo badi tej thi wo

mohobbat hai ye sachi koi kahe jake unko

chashmo ke peeche kyu aankhe chupai

sabse khaas hai unme aur wohi na dikhaai

zulfo ka ye daayra jara kam to karle

khushbu ye mosam ki dilme tu bharle 

Kashmakash

Gussa unhipe aur pyaar bhi unhipe

Mohobat me kya kare haar rang dikh jate hai

Gunahgar bhi wo aur massom bhi wo

kashmakash hai har pal khyal badal jate hai

ishq hai to kyu tune chupake rakha hai

dabake rakhne se armaan bhi dard ban jate hai

saath bhi mushkil kyu duri nagawara

rehe rehe ke ashq wo fir fir se chale aate hai

har ek aaadon se kayal sa karke

ummeede dafan karke aise hi chale jate hai

kuch itna to dil hamne bhi diya tha tumko

thoda aur ke kabil to khudko samaj pate hai

Ishq jara sa bhi kam na hua hai

halat hai badle jo ham na badal pate hai

aas bas saari ab tujpe tikki hai

bus tuhi hame samje bhale koi na samaj pate hai

Largest sum contiguous subarray

Problem statement;

You need to find combination of stock brought and sell with maximum profile if brought and sold only once

Ex.if I purchase stock 4th day and sold at 7th day max profile will be 6 any other combination would  have lesser profit.

Out out is 4th day 7th day amount is 6.

import java.util.Scanner;

 

/**
 * @author Gaurang Sheth
 * Largest Sum Contiguous Subarray
 */
public class TestMain {

 //Test input - -2 1 -3 4 -1 2 1 -5 4
 public static void main(String[] args) {
  
  //System.out.println(compStr(null));
  System.out.println("Enter size of array :");

  //Scanner scan = new Scanner(System.in);
  int  n = Integer.parseInt(args[0]);
 
  int[] arr = new int[n];
  for (int i = 0; i < n; i++) {
   arr[i] = Integer.parseInt(args[i+1]);
 
  }

  System.out.println(n);
  System.out.println(arr.toString());
  int maxSum = 0;
  String s="";
  for (int j = 0; j < n; j++) {
   //int x = n;
   for (int x = n; x > j ; x--) {
    int sum = 0;
    for (int i = j; i < x  ; i++) {
     sum += arr[i];
    }
    System.out.println("Start"+j+ " End "+ x+"--SUM -- >"+sum);
    if(sum > maxSum){
     maxSum = sum;
     s = "Start"+j+ " End "+ x;
    }
   }
  
  }
  System.out.println(s +" - "+maxSum);
 
 }
 //-2 1 -3 4 -1 2 1 -5 4

}

The Dogs Bark

Orbital veracity has confessed with ocular evidence that nights are over at the pleasant arrival of flaming daylight and so is the grief over abundance. - Gaurang Sheth

The Dogs Bark 

Narrator Vishu, Age 14, Place Mumbai.

The darkness of that night was only visible all around me.  Ache of the unlit flavour assisted with howling cry of the dogs was turning the eventful evening into a bland night. After a delectable evening with bosom buddies, night was set to pitiful state. Alone in the mission I was heading back, overlooking the emotions of the darkness, in following my own rhythm reached at avenue through the pavements about to get inside the compound.  

Sudden large woof stumbled on me for a second. There was a black Bakharwal dog was barking on me. Predominantly not afraid of street dogs I kept walking my pathway. To my surprise, he followed me with breathless barking as if he is going to bite me. Never experienced that before from the dog I was now little scared stiff trying to scare the dog away. I was more agitated seeing the dog coming back at me again and again after few back steps. Somehow took the other long side of the road and got away to ploughed inside my house from that tensed locale. But that episode took over my mind for considerable while.

The chapter continued the next day in the morning when I was about the same pathway and the dog barking at me with same potency. That did really scared hell out of me. More than fear I was concern about how spook I would be seen as by on goers and would be crowned as clod by fellow mates. Somehow hiding the signs of fright I acted furiously saying

“Whose dog is this,” I added “can’t you tie your dog?”

The voice from behind had almost made me dumb face. ”Brother, Don’t be afraid dog is not going to harm, just go on”. Again I took the round trip via longer path as usual.          

I knew I would be circumspect about the dog’s behavior further; I was looking for dog’s whereabouts whenever I pass through the dog’s territory, as he would bark on anyone trespassing from his area. Specially, on those late evenings when there was nobody around to give me mental contentment. I keep waiting aside for someone to accompany me if I am loner there. Though part was to do it pretending I’m not afraid and without giving any cue. I had no plans of how to open that Gordian knot for past few days now. Although it wasn’t as bigger problem but did really distressed me a lot, for me it was like I have been fugitive from that area.  Every day I wished the dog to be far away somewhere.   

The dog’s bark was playing within my consciousness. It was undesirable cord holding us.

But, suddenly one day the dog was no more visible, I kept looking but couldn’t sight a flash of it.  I surveyed many times with no luck, initially glad to have rid of him, but sooner I realize that I kind of reminisced about it.

The remorse was that I could have chosen to be a friend with the dog. I went to the person whom I presume was caretaker of the dog. Bearded guy with close to Van Dyke style mustache looked to me in about early thirties greeted me. I asked about him and then about the dog.

He introduced himself “hey, I am Joel I stay in nearby colony”.

What followed then was great talk which touched me thoroughly with affection.

He said, ‘exactly a year ago when I was coming back burning the midnight oil from my wok, the same dog barked on me. I choose to brace amity over hate. After several recurrences, I feed him with biscuits, and we became friends. I went ahead with curiosity of finding out the reason of the behavior. Then once he stood barking near the half broken manhole which was barely noticeable unless seen carefully. It looked as if somebody fallen inside which the dog observed, Thus barking when he sees someone passing that side.’

The he went praising the Dog saying he is true friend. ‘He brings all the stuff I need, helps me and even signals when my bus is there.

Somewhere he mentioned Miley her wife, I could not hold back but to ask about where she was.  He told me Miley was the same girl that fallen on that manhole which she failed to see on that dreaded night. Her head smacked on that metal manhole cover the blow she could not survive I never listened her, at least I started listening to people now. Finally, I asked him, ‘where’s the dog gone?’ He said, People complained about his barking so the Dog catcher had caught him.  

         

Soon I realize and summarize to the Joel’s emotions, I talked myself, and sure I could not perceive the Dog’s bark. 

   

     

Mind Magnet – Episode 5 - The Last ride – beginning of end

It was getting into groove as the talks were getting serious about her marriage.

Gautam Helped Sherly in Shape up her career, lend a helping hand in case of every dilemma, maneuvered her through every crisis, may it be personal or professional, even in her relationship between Rohit. Now there was one more time she was seeking Gautam’s hand for this very situation.

Gautam’s first reaction was “Are you insane?? You father don’t even know me. How do I help, he would kill me, first you rejected me now you want me to get killed?” Somehow Sherly convinced him to talk, you know you can’t get away from the girl’s secret weapon. Any which ways  Gautam was never  going to compromise on Shery’s wish. Hours of planning and talking between them and then they made a plan.

Gautam went Kerala with Sherly to talk to her father. He never felt that skittish before, needed somebody to hold up his nerves. Sherly was busy explain do’s and don’ts where he was searching for washroom. He went there and rehearsed several attempts in front of mirror. After a while he came out, bit shaky bit edgy in his approach walked through the passage of uncertainty, nearing Sherly’s father and said “Hello Sir”.

“Yes” hearing the heavy voice made the stream of vibration flow through him like electric current fluttered him completely for a second.

Somehow he managed to gain some energy back calming his veins he started again, “Sir I have come up with proposal for Sherly”

Sherly’s father was as adamant as Sherly, Gautam concluded immediately, unreasonably outrageous in proving his every point. He was victim of narcissism with attitude of I can never go wrong. Carefully listening to everything Gautam plunked a point “Sir all you want and your efforts are to make her happy isn’t it?”  This had obvious reply “All I want does not differs even by cent with your notion. Just believe me I want to tie hands for common cause, she is and will be happy forever. I guarantee you, trust me”

Her father turned back, feared Gautam closed his eyes that was all he prepared and if it would take any more efforts Gautam would be in scarcity of words.

Hopeless was he totally with dumbstruck face went back to Sherly, and she started crying. Gautam started to roar with laughter and informed her about her father’s agreement, to which Sherly hugged him and kissed him. This was the first time when Gautam had Sherly by his arms and he just wanted the clock to standstill in that moment for forever.    

It’s been two years now, Sherly got married. Well, miracles don’t happen in real world. She has been happily married to Rohit, but she is still best friend of Gautam. He silently plays crucial role in her life. Sherly and Gautam share everything fearlessly between them that sometimes boys are frightened off.

Gautam choose to go onsite with remainders of Sherly to settle himself but she would never let that as now Gautam was her habit now. Gautam was happy as he got what he craved about, that is togetherness with Sherly, may be not exactly as he wanted but this was more than enough than he ever expected.   

Gautam is 32 now still waiting for someone from God’s Secret vault to spell out her Sherly . He still looks the same with little more white hairs.

While reading a novel “Brida” initially loosely resemble the title girl with Sherly only to have little chuckle at the plot while he was relaxing at his desk.

It was than a message came and he went quickly to parking lot to meet someone. There he found a bouquet with red roses, card in nicely wrapped bag when the rain was outside making perfect romantic ambiance. Name on letter was mentioned as Shreya who had proposed Gautam. She was close clone of Sherly and  knew her for about 2 months but never noticed her or even the fact that she was getting intrigued to him.

While reading through it Gautam had the same scoffing laugh he had while he was dejected by Sherly. He had the same expression to express joy or sorrow for anybody to understand him. It ended with loud sound of “HAHA” by Gautam.

PS:- Please comment Email back regarding how did you find the story and any suggestions on the same. I would love to hear back from the viewers.

Mind Magnet – Episode 4 - Aftershock

It took some time for Gautam to get out of those blue days. He had tough character and had seen struggle all of his life, Grappled his way back to become triumphant. Gautam had thoughts like ocean and he could not curb it. Good think was he had control over himself. He was no cribber, neither pessimist, all off these years he learned to be happy despite against all odds because deep down he knew eventually everything will work out fine. Best part was with astounding control on oneself he could still have smiling face again the next day. It was just next to impossible to know him and find the agony buried behind the smiling face of his even for his close aid.

He had Sherly in his head like a mind magnet and so was Sherly pursuing similar feeling for him. But, This was nameless phenomenon often misleads as betrayal to this so called hypocrite society, that does not understands veracious sentiments of human species. For which their love was pure but situation had no cure.

Gautam initially was not ready to give up, hoping some miraculous wonder to happen. One of the reason hidden behind was maybe he knew the only thing he would failed was to forget Sherly ever and it was important to save his own self from being shattered or panicking for anybody to read off his face.

As the time elapsed he found out the great answer within himself for his situation that, ”The purpose was more important than the outcome”. His love for her was significant purpose whether, what Sherly does was immaterial. He had feeling of remorse of pushing her too much even after she made it clear what was not possible. He made a talk to himself that “Since I love her I would do everything I could for her, with no expectation at all in return, and I wouldn’t make our lives miserable for which she would be crestfallen in future”.  

Things got better off slowly. It took some zealous efforts and some time for Sherly to be at her comforts with Gautam again. Vigilant in their approach they soon started finding amenity in this ally. Marching towards making greatest companionship they continued under the new name of friendship. Although  Rohit was Sherly’s love interest but not the last “Bye” and the first “Hi” anymore.

Sherly was no courageous to spell the truth about her friendship with Gautam to Rohit so she too kept it a little secret and she was alright about it, surprisingly, thriving affinity was cause of concern for Gautam now. He loved and desired her but did not wanted to walk through somebodies broken dreams, this time victim would be Rohit and may be Sherly too.

Gautam did everything he could to play his part to be true to himself and justify his love, without letting her knew about it, Sherly’s perception had turned 360 degrees for him after seeing perceptive figure within him.

Sherly was now quite depended on Gautam and every decision had influenced by him and there came the most imperative call to be made, There was talk about Sherly’s marriage at he home.          

What should Sherly do ? what is therse in her mind?  On the top of this, her father was orthodox and had been looking for someone for Sherly.

Mind Magnet –Episode 3 – Unknown truth

Well lets unfold another portion of this amazing story by going back to end of episode 1.

Gautam started having sensations about Sherly, Started thinking day and night about her, fantasying her beauty, her goodness, her flair. He was getting restless and wanted to break the shackles of silence.

He started making moves, approaches trying to find reasons to talk to Sherly,  She was smart to untangle Gautam’s intensions to which she started being more cautious and damn that!! Because it was making it even more frustrating not getting reaction despite noticeable actions. This was setting the notion quite clear to show intended suppression from Sherly. If her ignorance was property of a calculative mind rather unintended and that was creating shear doubt to Gautam.

Gautam created a scenario with perfect pretext to exchange their numbers. Communication started at a snail’s pace. Slowly they were getting comfortable. Gautam tried putting his feelings under covers of ducky words and presented to Sherly, and She was liking it too, Although few times she would pretend and cull to not respond, but it does happens with girls.     

It was all going well, but quite sluggish as if walking on a slack rope. The story was limping as it moved ahead. But Gautam was besotted with Sherly. His head was filled with thoughts about her cheek by jowl and there was no room to think anything else. He was having nightmares about the idea of finding his love. He was in turmoil whether the dreams will prove to be bogy or fact. He had almost gone Schizophrenic by the time, trying to connect every event, gestures and reactions by Sherly into meaningful information to prove his hallucination and on a second moment wander off.

In all of this turbulence, he made up his mind to propose her and he came up with most vacuous way to do so, on random day without any romance with infantile card with childish poem,  and bouquet without red rose, that’s what you expect from moronic nerd like Gautam. The proposal was too puzzled in itself to perceive it for being love, marriage or friendship proposal, how would a poor Sherly would uncover.

He was trying since morning to meet her in person and eventually succeed, both were as shy as fawn. Gautam, without a wait handed over the proposal in her hand and disappeared in a puff of smoke.

Later in night on a one side Gautam was playing the waiting game, but somehow he was so convinced that he has won the battle of love. On the other side Sherly opened the bag took out the flowers and had twinkle on his face, smile like Cheshire cat as she opened the envelope with card. She started reading and smile on her face started altering into worry.

That's when phone rang at Sherly’s Desk, It was “Rohit” on the caller’s name, Sherly received the call and told “Can I call you latter?” and hang up.

Gautam waited all night long for response for which he didn’t get any, with growing concern He attempted to ask her very next night.

“How did you find it??” Gautam unsure how to ask pushed a question.

“What??”, Sherly trying to act ignorant.

“Okay, I am talking about the proposal”, before Gautam could finish Sherly furiously jumped in to cut off Gautam ”This just isn’t right Gautam, You hardly know me to do this.”

“I know, may be too early but I am no dodger, I meant what I say and will stay besides my words till the end”

Gautam’s hand Shivered and beats gone up while typing this, good thing was Sherly could not see this.

“You don’t know me yet, you have got it all wrong” Shery said.

“But Why??” seeking the explanation Gautam asked.

“Because I am already in relationship” The last message was on 11.30 PM which made Gautam Stunned, because this was the worse and the last thing Gautam could have imagined about Sherly, where She and Rohit had been in relationship since 4 years. 

He had scoffing laugh at himself with loud voice of “HaHa!!” making fun of his own destiny. The grief of bygone days flashed through his gloomy eyes, with dispirited feeling he kept looking at his mobile till in morning without sleeping, scrolling up and down all of her messages trying to find something which he never knew, or which never existed except his hope!                   

Mind Magnet –Episode 2 - DP Change

Gautam has fallen head over heels in love with Sherly. In short time he had admired her, He dreamed of Girl being Pattern of beauty and virtue and there was she. One person’s dream is another person’s reality, as they say. Gautam always used to say, she was lucky for him not since he was kind superstitious, but her presence was favorable to his endurance. It was not just a beauty which delighted him, because he had seen enough of world to incline towards the charming face with equally alluring mind.

Gautam was hunting behind the clock as he wanted to get in time, It could then only was possible to have sight of her in a morning. Just when he reached, they caught each other’s eyes as they walked on by a coffee station in the office. Sherly could not hold her tendered smile. Gautam was elevated and had that same ironclad face when he sees her. His mind had sunk inside the love lake of her deep eyes. After a while he was back to his senses on tap at back by his collogue, by the time she had already left.

That same night, Gautam messaged her and praised her beauty, to which Sherly was thankful. Gautam Added,”I would never be able to gift diamond to someone, as the most precious ones are already taken!....  by your eyes”. “LOLZ” Sherly replied. “Thank you!” and a smiley she added after a while. After about 15 minutes, she changed her DP. Gautam did had that habit of abrupt waking at nights ever since he met this girl but That whole night He couldn’t sleep, time and again coming back to messenger to check out her pic.

Sherly was more a logical girl, to believe that compatibility is far more important than emotion. Furthermore She was from orthodox Keralite Christian family. Sherly loved her father and knew was difficult to convince him. Infact she had already been broken heart once to which her guilty feet would shiver to step ahead. All of these making her very much conscious giving away not a single hint which would make Gautam thought otherwise, as she cared for him more than her feeling and did not wanted him to go through the aftershocks of pain on the path.

Few days later Gautam Shared pic of her appraisement on social network in hope of being praised by her. He was dejected to not find a response. Just before midnight there come another DP change, He saw that, had a simper feeling as if nice coincidence and begun a fight with night.

Another night, they chatted in part and parcel, sensing this as an opportunity he send her a beautiful message with latent truth of her feelings. She acted uninterested, but something pushed her to act and

She replied at 11.59 PM about 35 minutes after Gautam’s insist to read the message. “Nice message”,

He replied 00.01 AM “Thanks for reading. ”

She messaged at 00.36 AM, A white smiling face.

Both stayed on for several minutes on their mobile with each other’s profile opened

Next day when Gautam opened messenger there was another DP change.

The story continued with this unusual friendship saga where its essence was choosing clueless prospect. Gautam knew he had no future with this, all he wanted to be a reason of smile for which he may be remembered, as one thing was sure, that he would never ever be able to forget her. But he wasn’t flimsy rather optimist to enjoy good time. On the other hand Sherly was adamant, feeling Gautam is too weak to handle “BIG NO” in future and would break down. And this was desisting one delightful plot.          

          

Mind Magnet –Episode 1 – Sneak peek

PS:-  The story and characters are work of fiction although there may be few sequences inspired by real characters but any resemblance to real life characters are just coincidence.

He had glint grinned face showing up his teeth. His curved up mouth couldn’t resist the euphoria. With that, Gautam was standing in a posture of proposing to her Girl. Ahhh..!! Her head slightly nipping towards left, arching down and the exterior eyelid were slowly ceasing in bashful manner. Instead of enjoying cordial moment, He got baffled at this. He was typical as he always flunked to decode the signals from her. J. He lingered over her to clutch her hands in period of laze in between. It was about her hand had started moving towards him, a yelling voice came from not far trembled him in shock.”Gautam, are you leaving your bed? its 8 already. ” And there the story departed before it unfold. He awake in the morning to find was all in vanity. With pleading face he revolted “Not again god, at least in my fantasy” with shake of the head he got up. He looked the clock ticking made him bustled.

They both used to work at same place and having known each other for about 6 months. They used to talk quite a lot, irony was most talking used to transpire through their eyes, Ohh!! And yes through messenger. They were may be masters in their own artistry but missed a crux to communicate most celestial motility of mankind, the affection, the love.

It all started when for some reason Gautam’s was assigned on task for which he had to temporary shifted to new place. Fate has brought two souls close to catch their attention. Gautam knew about gorgeously angel girl seated about 50 feet far facing towards him. Men will be men. J Thus, he enjoyed the beauty but he was shy and afraid of girls, focused more on work happy to be single and never bothered more about it. One day, he found the girl stole a glance at him. Soon he found out this wasn’t coincidence but every time she dropped her eyes immediately into ignorance very next moment. 

Gautam, pondered these events. That gave rise to spark of infatuation. So that night he used all his skills to find every minute detail about her and that was Gautam for you, once he is behind something he will conclude it to some result.

He found her name; it was Sherly Joseph, from Kerala.  From profile one could guess that she was not only beautiful but also had smart and intellectual head over her neck.   

On the other hand, Sherly was somewhat impressed by smiling and lively character of Gautam, He was quite friendly and easy with people too on the top his wisdom was gaining some popularity pushing few serious nice thoughts in her mind.

Real blow to Gautam’s heart took place when they confronted in office picnic. That gathering pared some distance. While playing a game Gautam screamed, “I don’t know how to play” to which her response came, “I know how to, I will teach you all”.  When the game ended “See didn’t I told you!” Sherly returned to team in pride but her vision stocked on Gautam. Then a few sneaked eye contact, few close crossovers, few words being exchanged, all of this probed Gautam to delve in the matter. He carefully noticed her over few more days. She would surprise him every time with the greatness of her qualities with which feelings were getting stronger.               

Happy Mothers Day!!!

Happy Mother Day!! (Long Version Unedited)

All men are packed with dreams and desire, but there is someone whose eyes lives the same dreams more than you live, never gets hopeless, and never gets tired.  MOM!!

It was sweltering hot May about 1.30 AM morning, Mumbai where day or night has got same equations, sultry and airless, surprisingly weather had also brought swarms of insects.  Having smaller house, I prefer studying on common porch with long walk through space and no body to disturb at night. I kept reading my stuff as it was getting into morning. But I kept feeling that somebody is around with me, It did not frighten me. I glared back here and there to find no one, with slight laugh I continued. That happened several times till clock banged till 2.30 AM. This time I found a voice of my front door hitting something, and I immediately espied. First reaction I had was I smirked with affection. It was the superwomen, my mom, when the world was in hibernation, she kept looking, worrying, caring for me.

She didn't wanted to distract me, so she very carefully sneaked out of door, scanned my status at intervals, that’s my Mom, That’s the Mom.

This is nothing compared to what she did for me. I don’t know whether I would ever pay my dues to her for her lenience. She isn't hero but she does everything she can, making me better man.

Least I could do for her is make her smile, help her sometimes and what if I couldn't take my girl to a long drive on bike on Saturday night I take my mom for at least a ride. Mom is always great, it’s when your mom say you are great son, hardly any things seems more important too life.             

Note: For those who don't have time to read long

Happy Mother Day!! (Short Edited)

It was sweltering hot May about 1.30 AM morning. Due to smaller house, I prefer studying on common porch with long walk through space. I kept feeling that somebody near, which did not frighten me. That happened several times till clock banged till 2.30 AM.  Voice of door to which I espied and reacted smirked with affection. It was the superwomen, my mom, when the world was in hibernation, she kept caring for me.

This is nothing compared to what all she did for me. I don’t know whether I would ever pay me dues to her for her lenience.

Least I could do for her is make her smile, help her sometimes and take her for at least a ride.

Silent Talk of love

It was a windy Saturday morning of December. Puff of cool air brushed my face while I leaned out of my balcony window. Sipping on a hot cup of tea, I waited for its magic to kick start my otherwise dull weekend into an enliven day.

About 10.30 in the morning, some loud whooping from the neighbourhood caught my attention, making me intrigued as to who has come. Do I ask mom? I thought and then refrained as my sister who had read my mind provided with an explanation.

“A guest at Aunty Bakshi’s house. A cute girl” My sister smilingly whispered so mom could not listen. On the spur of moment, I decided to get ready to visit their house and calm my anxiousness.

In a few minutes I was at the Bakshi’s door. My eyes were eagerly looking out for the angel who has cast her spell on everyone, but she was somewhere inside. I kept talking to Aunty Bakshi and others in the house, hoping for her to come out anytime soon. Her description had already made me desirous to meet her.

My wait was fruitful, for after a while she came out and honoured me with her presence. The moment I saw her I fell in love with her, just like everyone around who had become her slave. She was adorable, beautiful and cute, but that was the least thing about her. That slight dip in her cheeks when she smiled made her look prettier. Oh! And her eyes, I never saw such dark eyes with so much light in them. An aura of freshness in her presence was the reason behind all cheers inside my heart. I knew then, that I could keep looking at her for ages and never get bored.

As a guest, Aunty Bakshi’s place was new to her so her face was flushed with excitement and eyes were still trying to figure out the strange surroundings.

Even though everybody was around, I couldn’t stop myself and stepped in to greet her. As usual with girls, she kept silent, but that didn’t deter me. She gazed at me in amaze as if I was a street ruffian or a vagabond. Initially, she didn’t even bother to notice me, but after sharing a few awkward smiles, I got her to at least look at me. The confidence in me roared with every passing minute and so I attempted to hold her hand to say Hello. I was taken by surprise with warmth in her soft hands and sleek fingers, but soon she pulled her hands back. She still didn’t talk a single word to me and all I could do was try to read her actions. My patience was soon wearing off and so I made another attempt to hold her in my arms. Never did I feel so lucky, when she showered her gorgeous smile on me. Hesitating, I planted a kiss her on her forehead and succeeded too, but you know what? She still couldn’t speak a word to me.

Well, wait !! Have you been wondering what is happening here? Let me clarify. All I am talking about is the 10 month old niece of my neighbour J

Flaming Sunshine

Venerate the glory of the glistering sunshine which abolishes the frequent corollary of darken nights. It gives out second chances to brace the ray of divine light from long old darkness for which it long awaited. The remorse of old times has buried its all guilt.

Slightest whispers in awaken ears feels like loud whooping sound of ovation. The sky is busy spreading hues of blue cheer; its one lost color now gleaming bright as if finding his true spirit. Invisible is now visible. Glory has started returning to its own kingdom.

                       

Semblance of sun had haled the sound of the sky, once a mumble is now loud roar.

Seeing these, I got courage and I called out my old companion, reminding him of good times when we enjoyed the rain together, it was the first greet of the morning for which they waited all night long. Just to say “HI” was no more than a reason but to have glimpse of each other again.

“Do you remember? Of course you do, for in your eyes I see the agitation of my tormented face clearly visible. When I was waiting for you to return, the anxiety of responding back to me on every night. Your blooming face every time when you saw me. All of these cannot be any less than brilliant companionship.

Do you recollect? Then what are you afraid of? Do you fear losing or being wrecked? If you must, then only lose one thing – let go of that menace which is bulling your happiness. If you had to ever compromise your choice, always choose bliss over sorrow first. Dreadful tides are present in our minds for which we are frightened to brace the creed that has always taken care of us.

Let’s go with the flow, Let’s enjoy some time together, who knows may be some time will be long enough for lifetime!. “

Voice came from my companion, It Takes Time!!” to heal , waiting is my duty, responding is yours, and that one thing has taken away all my misery, my faith is still alive, the life is still alive in my fantasy, beam of love still blowing our hearts, and the angst of result does not despair me anymore!!

Different Pic on Sex- Abstract 18+ strickly

Talks of lust and love, Well more to feel and less to think, that's how I am defining this.

Ever since I started reading Chetan bhagat novel's it explained 3 important things to me. I don't know how much of that's actually true

1) Most shitty nerd and loser gets laid to most sexiest chick easily.

2) They often actually fall in love once they have first sex.

3) They happily lived together after.

More people talk about that particular scene of book as if they fantasize and visualize in front of them when they read,  Once I asked my friend about why, He told me its some difference fanaticism just like porn.      

One good friend of mine told me, its all for just one reason sex, 2 inches long pole and 2 inches broad hole is the culprit behind all shit happens in the world, and I couldn't disagree,by the way, I was not talking about mind here (:). Your imagination is beyond my control).Anyways, but then I come across something very important about psychology of people and that lead me to few interesting facts. 

You have two kind of people
1) One love for all.
2) Love one that's all. 

Surely first one is more success, They truly found god's message of treat with equality, feel love for all and exploit them equally :P (You get it in all 3 sex). Good men go to heaven and bad man find heaven on earth.

Jerking of in the name and love's done, or remanding someone and for days  you forget jerking off, well it depends, Remember first there is love then lust.

People say you get most hottest top 20 babes/ lads of your town, but someone you really desire or love kicks off your ass and walks away, Well not being negative don't worry, if read till the end y'll feel much more better. When someone is in love specifically unsure love, most of them seem depressed in worrying, You call them they'll say "I m f*cking", Where they isn't really doing that as well for us to be proud :), finally end up f*cking but not themselves rather their lives.

We start with desire of having each other, rather being in moment and enjoying every moment of togetherness as treasure. On the counter once we have each other somewhere the desire is gone and we no more in same caressing feeling or emotions. Such is a life that you ll surely wound by walk of time over the period, Or you ll find new chick/lad ;) you have attraction working for attraction, fear will work for itself, being in the right scale to pick the right joyful moments by giving love will have more chances of getting it back. Even if you don't end up together in life, you have those memories which is better then something you might never had, but believe you will never had that case if you do it correctly.     
   

Youtube Quality crisis: SPAM, Ads and Misleading contents/caption

Most of techies or Computer using professionals, Users generally spends 1/2 hour to 1 hour avg on Youtube, rather 4-5 hour on weekly basis. Have you noticed in recent times Quality crisis? I mean Advertisements are still fine, they are revenue making for Google but SPAM contents , SPAM captions and misleading quotes, contents etc.

Although i don't follow IPL yesterday I missed inning of Sehwag and Raina so I went on to YouTube searching under different context to find out highlights of match I found lots of videos, When i quickly started clicking every video I got to know the fact that most infect majority was SPAM, Some rubbish, random videos were put with actual picture to generate hits fr their channel, create the reputations or whatever reasons. There were videos of games play, some of old cricketing videos, some really rubbish content and some were blank videos. Then i search down for official channels and to tell you, I could not find IPL 7 official channel on first page. I thought that's because and only in cricket but i found it for any real possible events which has expected high search. Football, cricket, Narendra modi, Some recent hot documentaries & songs, are few more.

Its not only YouTube of Google's fault The SPAM companies use the search index and popularity of such platform to mislead people and what is their aim. This is basically nothing but creating more hits subscribers with misleading contents, Google and YouTube paying policies are on per view, If certain channel is getting certain hits for every video it gains reputation in YouTube and Google pays you for that ? now what about SPAM mark? BTW how many will actually do that ? Is that number going to disturb? so that's the loophole
You don't mark spam it goes and grows bigger and hurts you again. That's why Google request you to help in managing appropriate contents. follow the link how to mark it
https://support.google.com/youtube/answer/2802027?hl=en    

Now what Google can do to help this They will have to strengthen their policy of videos, They can be more strict on caption and caption Text with relevancy with content.Most important there is no SPAM for channel If i can mark the channel as SPAM, It will not allow people to post falsely as they know all their efforts may sack down by YouTube any time.or Not showing Channels whom I already spammed, These all are suggestions Google has more better technology, telnet to think, discuss and resolve these issues which i hope will bring quickly, additionally I also hope to have leverage in ads shown by them reduction in unnecessary ads to some extent to improve the quality.


        

 
  

Kejriwal is reality check!! being honest doesn't mean good administrator, nor good person

Kejriwal Always claims that AAP is clean, He is pure, Transparent, Non Corrupt and does it for the public,

After seeing this the truth is evident that if one can find no issues in using media or manipulate so easily he is no other than opportunistic politician whose interest is either seats in election or he has been already paid to spoil someone else's party against Modi on purpose. Just to fail elections and just to invade cost waste money of Indians. With really no intentions of benefits of Aam Aadmi but just AAM AADMI PARTY or more important Congress ? 

Since if the intentions were good drama would not have been required instead we might have seen better use of money donated by people in some real good cause or for good for the people rather being spent over kejriwals's trip or rallies or so mush of road show. Do everyone still thinks all this is possible without help of big money ? Or big hand ? common few thousands from handful of Indian or some NRI will not contribute for them to fight so much ease these all requires lot of money. People needs money to survive do not think those ho left their job are happy with no earnings . their families and need must have been fulfilled completely or being taken care in order for them to give full time. 

Think once Think Twice.If you still believe in AAP think thrice before you vote them. 

AAP only Said two wrong doesn't make one right. Now saw what you reap.